to the girl i loved

March 10, 2022

you are so beautiful,
so adorable,
a poetry worth writing,
a story worth reading,
a song worth singing,
a picture worth painting,
i wish i could tell my friends about you,
but unfortunately we couldn't make it to a story and ended up as poetry,
a poetry only i can feel,
and if you think about me someday which is perhaps one to hundred,
just know that i loved you,
loved you for being who you are,
for being the best friend,
for being the best lover,
for being that soulmate,
i think every good things have to end,
it's like reading a book and fall for it,
the ending is inevitable,
you will reach those last pages and you close it,
you would want to read them again but re-reading would only mean reliving those moments where the ending remains the same.

i could only wish to meet you again as strangers,
fall in love and write another story,
you'll always have a place in my heart,
a place that you have abandoned,
but every spring flowers bloom,
i will love you for giving me such sweet memories,
thanks for being my well wisher and teaching me to be patient which i never was before,
for telling me what love should be and what it should not,
thank you for everything.

i have so much things to say to you. but you're so far away.

so here i bury the most beautiful secret of my life,
a withered wildflower,
deep and safe,
a memory so beautiful yet in grave.